Entry 23: Misc.

CHARACTER OF THE HAPPY WARRIOR

William Wordsworth

          WHO is the happy Warrior? Who is he
          That every man in arms should wish to be?
          --It is the generous Spirit, who, when brought
          Among the tasks of real life, hath wrought
          Upon the plan that pleased his boyish thought:
          Whose high endeavours are an inward light
          That makes the path before him always bright:
          Who, with a natural instinct to discern
          What knowledge can perform, is diligent to learn;
          Abides by this resolve, and stops not there,                10
          But makes his moral being his prime care;
          Who, doomed to go in company with Pain,
          And Fear, and Bloodshed, miserable train!
          Turns his necessity to glorious gain;
          In face of these doth exercise a power
          Which is our human nature's highest dower;
          Controls them and subdues, transmutes, bereaves
          Of their bad influence, and their good receives:
          By objects, which might force the soul to abate
          Her feeling, rendered more compassionate;                   20
          Is placable--because occasions rise
          So often that demand such sacrifice;
          More skilful in self-knowledge, even more pure,
          As tempted more; more able to endure,
          As more exposed to suffering and distress;
          Thence, also, more alive to tenderness.
          --'Tis he whose law is reason; who depends
          Upon that law as on the best of friends;
          Whence, in a state where men are tempted still
          To evil for a guard against worse ill,                      30
          And what in quality or act is best
          Doth seldom on a right foundation rest,
          He labours good on good to fix, and owes
          To virtue every triumph that he knows:
          --Who, if he rise to station of command,
          Rises by open means; and there will stand
          On honourable terms, or else retire,
          And in himself possess his own desire;
          Who comprehends his trust, and to the same
          Keeps faithful with a singleness of aim;                    40
          And therefore does not stoop, nor lie in wait
          For wealth, or honours, or for worldly state;
          Whom they must follow; on whose head must fall,
          Like showers of manna, if they come at all:
          Whose powers shed round him in the common strife,
          Or mild concerns of ordinary life,
          A constant influence, a peculiar grace;
          But who, if he be called upon to face
          Some awful moment to which Heaven has joined
          Great issues, good or bad for human kind,                   50
          Is happy as a Lover; and attired
          With sudden brightness, like a Man inspired;
          And, through the heat of conflict, keeps the law
          In calmness made, and sees what he foresaw;
          Or if an unexpected call succeed,
          Come when it will, is equal to the need:
          --He who, though thus endued as with a sense
          And faculty for storm and turbulence,
          Is yet a Soul whose master-bias leans
          To homefelt pleasures and to gentle scenes;                 60
          Sweet images! which, wheresoe'er he be,
          Are at his heart; and such fidelity
          It is his darling passion to approve;
          More brave for this, that he hath much to love:--
          'Tis, finally, the Man, who, lifted high,
          Conspicuous object in a Nation's eye,
          Or left unthought-of in obscurity,--
          Who, with a toward or untoward lot,
          Prosperous or adverse, to his wish or not--
          Plays, in the many games of life, that one                  70
          Where what he most doth value must be won:
          Whom neither shape of danger can dismay,
          Nor thought of tender happiness betray;
          Who, not content that former worth stand fast,
          Looks forward, persevering to the last,
          From well to better, daily self-surpast:
          Who, whether praise of him must walk the earth
          For ever, and to noble deeds give birth,
          Or he must fall, to sleep without his fame,
          And leave a dead unprofitable name--                        80
          Finds comfort in himself and in his cause;
          And, while the mortal mist is gathering, draws
          His breath in confidence of Heaven's applause:
          This is the happy Warrior; this is He
          That every Man in arms should wish to be.
                                                              1806.
Published in: on February 14, 2010 at 11:14 pm  Leave a Comment  

Holocron 19: Question

To the higher-ups responceible for over seeing training.

I’ve finished working on the Padawan 2. Should I go ahead and start on 3 or wait till the forum comes back online?

Published in: on June 1, 2008 at 10:06 am  Comments (2)  

Holocron 15: Still here

Well it has been an eventful couple of weeks for me. I would like to point out that I am still around just in case people are wondering.

The first part of my time away began with the plumbing in my apartment backing up becasue the people above me decided to flush handfuls of paper towels. The resulting damage included my celling falling in and my drains backing up into my place. This technically should be the job of my land lord to fix, but he is less than professional when it comes to doing repair work. If i wanted to have plumbing at some point during the week, i was going to have to help. I spent 4 days essentially below my apartment crawling through sewage. Not fun.

The weekend after that I spend redoing a search and rescue trailer. It involved stripping EVERYTHING and redoing it from scratch.

I am currently enrolled in a lifesaving course. It is all review but i have to get the recertification or I cannot work this summer.

The Job search continues. This eats up at least half of my day and is pretty much a job on its own. Unpaid.

I have been forced to cancel my sword workshop this summer becasue not enough people could attend. I have limited funds this year and i cannot swallow the large bills that come along with organizing such and event. To make up for it, my group has been invited down to the directors personal studio for some one on one time with him.

There was a plane crash in town today only 2 blocks from my house. I am currently out of my jurisdiction and area of responsibility but i volunteered my services anyway. Since this was a plane crash, it was an FAA matter and i was told that they would take care of things.

http://www.wpsdtv.com/news/local/story.aspx?content_id=139ac9bc-c555-418f-827c-40ebbe78c00a

Ah well, nothing ventured…

I’ve been chewing over some ruminations about the next chapter of my training, and i think i will post my thoughts and responses tomorrow.

Just wanted to know things are getting back to normal for me here.

Ye can have me booty -BUT- Leave me chest alone!
Published in: on May 7, 2008 at 8:24 pm  Comments (1)  
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